Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Moment For The Ages ( new song written by me )

Moment like these, unheard of

Victories, success, over, above

Moments like this rarely come along

This moment can never be wrong


The moment for the ages

The time for new beginnings

The struggles and stages 

This is a moment for the ages 


Life Forever changing

A lifetime of trailblazing 

Fighting to reach the top 

Focused, determined, nonstop


The moment for the ages

The time for new beginnings

The struggles and stages 

This is a moment for the ages 


Made it to the level 

Finally got rid of my devil

Now its time for me to be

To reach the stars, far as I can see


The moment for the ages

The time for new beginnings

The struggles and stages 

This is a moment for the ages 

Tuesday, 30 July 2013

Heart And Mind ( new song written by me )

The heart of love

The mind above

One without the other

Causes one to suffer

The Thoughts and feelings

Brings together everything


Heart and mind of one

May weight hell of a ton

Hearts and minds of many

Can create life for any 


Feelings from actions

Thoughts from reaction

They are bonded together

Will Always and forever

Bring them together, shall create life

Create life, together we shall survive


Heart and mind of one

May weight hell of a ton

Hearts and minds of many

Can create life for any 

The Sound Forever Fearing ( a song written by me about being trapped )

Walking up from my slumber

From a sound like thunder 

No sounds of dripping was heard

Not a single flash appeared

Curious of the sound

This room I step out 



My life forever haunting

The Sound, forever fearing


Hearing knocking at my door

At such a time feared me more

Opening the door to a black figure

Some body, yet disfigured

A light clears the dark

Looking at a creepy smirk 



My life forever haunting

The Sound, forever fearing



He hands me a bloody letter

Once that I clearly remembered

It was a note I gave

A note to forgive

Then voice wishpered a word

That caused fear so much more


My life forever haunting

The Sound, forever fearing


I slammed the door 

Locked every entrance more and more

No sign of light shining 

Only sound of knocks making

Isolation I forever be

The letter I forever read


My life forever haunting

The Sound, forever fearing....


The sounds continued hammering

In my soul burning and hurting

Causing crazy insane pain

Growing marks of madness in my brain

No longer a sign of hope in me

No sign of life that i can see


My life forever haunting

The Sound, forever fearing....

Monday, 29 July 2013

Truth and Lies Collide ( song written by me )

Truth and lies all over

Good guys and bad everywhere

The world forever confused

The people being used


When truth and lies Collide

Create a world of fear

People forever lost, distrust

Happiness vanish like dust


People being used all over

Wanting to feel safe, but will never

With all the scams, all the lies

Every person you see, even those giving advise



The world losing trust, with all the lies

When truth and lies Collide

The world will never feel alive

When truth and lies Collide

About Me ( song about me, written by me )

Lies, traps, surrounded my past

No where to run, could not be passed

Circle of darkness, no hope in site

Hate all around, no hope or light



My past was full of pain

Could turn anyone insane

Isolated was all I could be

This is my story, all about me


The push to be somebody came with a price

Found a land just so nice

Virtual world full of real life

But was still in denial, holding a knife


I chose the nice of the new land

Where I could finally live and stand

Feeling so liked like never before

People wanting to know about me more


Time past and life got confusing

I moved many ways, kept on searching

Became so many things, and still improving

People told me I couldn't, but I keep on proving


Time goes on, people move on

I have so much skills, going strong

I prove people wrong over and over

Sharing story about me,, everyone everywhere


Time passes by, so much suffering

Time to think of my own

A new life, a new beginning

Moving to a new life alone


... not really...

...got my girl with me :)

Sunday, 28 July 2013

Song For The People ( a song of hope, written by me )

People stand up, your time is now

People in the way, let bring the plow

No one stops our movement

They have no life, they are the stupid


This is a song for the people, a voice of hope

A force to change things, not just cope

A song of faith, a vision of better

World will never suffer again, ever


The Voices of the people, getting louder

The sounds of life, the combined power

Combined strength, people come together

To make this land better forever



This is a song for the people, a voice of hope

A force to change things, not just cope

A song of faith, a vision of better

World will never suffer again, ever


Combine with hands

Come together again

Life we live together

Your life will never drain


This is a song for the people, a voice of hope

A force to change things, not just cope

A song of faith, a vision of better

World will never suffer again, ever



The people have purpose

The people have power

The people together stronger

The people better forever

Saturday, 27 July 2013

Must Fight On ( another song written by me )

The Vision may be lost, but not gone

The time is now, to bring a new dawn

The mistake I once made, shall not consume me

The struggles goes on, but i shall be free


Must fight on

To once again see

Must not quit

For the people to be

Must fight on

For the people to see

Must not quit

To bring a future of peace


The suffering continues, but not for long

We have heart, Our will is strong

We shall change this with might

With soul, our minds combined


Must fight on

To once again see

Must not quit

For the people to be

Must fight on

For the people to see

Must not quit

To bring a future of peace


To bring change

One must act

To give hope

One must attract

To be free

We must fight

To have sight

We must bring the light



Must fight on

To once again see

Must not quit

For the people to be

Must fight on

For the people to see

Must not quit

To bring a future of peace

My Dream Forever Lost (a sad song wrote by me )

A goal unfulfilled, a vision vanished

My heart torn, my mind shattered

Stolen is my life, gone is my goal

Hope no longer, trapped in my hole


My dreams lost, my soul suffering

This life I live, forever burning

The side I chose, a heavy cost

My dream I once had, Forever lost


Walking alone, no one sees

Isolation, this feeling ( of ) unease

Life once mine, shall never be

Happiness lost, no longer free


My dreams lost, my soul suffering

This life I live, forever burning

The side I chose, a heavy cost

My dream I once had, Forever lost


All was mine, now is lost

Forever in dark, fear it has brought

The future now in dark hands

Spreading sadness and fear, through out the lands



Our dreams lost, my soul suffering

This life We live, forever burning

The side We chose, a heavy cost

Our dreams We once had, Forever lost


Hold the Justice Hammer High ( Another song written by me )

The field of war, the land in struggle

Warriors fighting, leaving bodies and rubble

The world in chaos, no sign of stopping

Endless fighting, endless stomping


World in need of Justice

To save the lives of the innocent



Hold the justice hammer high with a heavy might

Push the enemy back, end this fight

Hold the justice hammer high push sinners away

To bring an end to these chaotic days

Hold the justice hammer high with a heavy might

Push the enemy back, end this fight

Hold the justice hammer high push sinners away

To bring an end to these chaotic days

HOLD THE JUSTICE HAMMER HIGH!


The times of war, crushed by true might

The people once suffered, shall be denied

The justice of the hammer, will open eyes

To a brighter future, in the skies so high


World safe by the justice of the hammer

People feel safe as they gather


Hold the justice hammer high with a heavy might

Push the enemy back, end this fight

Hold the justice hammer high push sinners away

To bring an end to these chaotic days

Hold the justice hammer high with a heavy might

Push the enemy back, end this fight

Hold the justice hammer high push sinners away

To bring an end to these chaotic days

HOLD THE JUSTICE HAMMER HIGH!

( instrumental )

Hold the justice hammer high with a heavy might

Push the enemy back, end this fight

Hold the justice hammer high push sinners away

To bring an end to these chaotic days

Hold the justice hammer high with a heavy might

Push the enemy back, end this fight

Hold the justice hammer high push sinners away

To bring an end to these chaotic days

HOLD THE JUSTICE HAMMER HIGH!

Friday, 26 July 2013

Cries For A Hero ( a song i wrote, poem )

Suffering figures cover this land

Suffering burning up like the desert sands

The bruised hands reaching up for light

Too dark to see, Too painful to fight



Fallow or suffer, suffer or die

The choices for the ignored cries

The cries for a hero 

To set them free, must get out and go



Wishpers in the dark, prayers for a sign 

A sign of hope , to feel a glimpse of life

Their cries for help causing more hurt

The more they unheard, the more they lose hope


Follow or suffer, suffer or die 

The choices for the ignored cries 

The cries for a hero 

To set them free, must get out and go


A beam of light, brightens the darkness

The evil sinners, ash to ashes

The hand of truth, hope comes

The hero has finally came, vanish the wicked ones



Suffer or fallow, die or suffer

The rule no longer exists here

Hero of light, vanish the dark

Even the dark lies a spark

Thursday, 25 July 2013

Turning Point ( poem )

A change in the times, unexpected events

Turn this life in different paths

For the better, for the worst 

Times that one may wish was reversed

Confused of all the pain one brings

Hurt from all the stabs, all the lies 

Stabbed in the back, the unseen actions 

From those who were once friends

Lies causes war between various fronts 

A time where one must choose a side at once 

All sides have their ups and downs 

But choosing the simpler path, may lead one to drown

Choosing a path without meaning, without thinking

Will haunt one's future, suffering, sinking

If one chooses to fallow reason and understanding

May result in one having, but losing 

The choice to fallow your heart 

May in time result falling apart

However, to have what you hold dear

One must sacrifice, without no fear 

This path may be long and tough

May make one think enough is enough

But the reward after the hard and long struggle 

Will bring about a life so beautiful

For at the end, lies the path you have been looking for

The suffering, no longer, no more

Each and every path has their ups and downs

But without feeling, without thought, your life may drown

But with mind, with feeling, one will live

Whether with love , or the reason to survive 

Wednesday, 24 July 2013

Life Moves... ( poem )

Those days when its time to get out on your own

That day where you moving away from all you known

To live on your own, a new start

The time makes you feel like a restart

Your life starting new, your past over there

They may be far, but will always be here ( heart )

Life moves, Time flies

It might be hard, but nothing to make one cry

Keep living, keep making your life rise high

Be strong, live well, keep yourself feeling fine

No matter where you go, never forget all that got you there

Life moves, never forget to stop to breath the air

Whether you living hard, relaxed, fast, or whatever

Always take time to think of all that got you to where you are


The Path To Living ( poem )

I got a little something to tell yea about living

The paths to take, the life worth taking

The roads all have a bright side to them

But all those paths have consequences in em

The path one takes may look special to you

But the truth may be sad, depressing and " blue "

All paths so mixed up, so complicated

The path you thought was great may change to hatred

Following others may make you feel needed

But is it something that you always wanted

Darkness all around, fakes, robbers, haters, and bullies

No where is true, all covered up in lies

No one can make you choose a path, no one controls your life

No one can make you take that step with a knife

Its your life, live it the way you know how to

Take your steps in life, they can say what they like but you know what to do

Nothing is true, everything is permitted

No path is just, you want something you go get it .... your way

Tuesday, 23 July 2013

I Choose To Push On

With little responses, with very few seeing what I got to offer, with all my hard work, speeches, poems, stories, articles, and so on, I continue to share and continue to spread the word and continue to work to create change. Even though part of me feels like my efforts are useless, but I still continue to give out content, continue to speak out, continue time and time and time again. The hope to bring about change for others, the chance to be noticed, the push for a better future for all. I have suffered so much in my life, but I use it to continue to push and create change, just check out my speeches, just check my life story ( Depress to success ). I use the hate to become greater, even if I not heard, I use everything to keep doing what I doing. The need to BE is to show that you ARE. Use the hate to bring out a better life. people will bring you down, but always continue doing what you doing. As they always say, in time something will come out from all of what you do. Don't give up, fight the good fight, continue doing what you doing, and things will come to you.

Thanks for reading, my way of getting my feelings out of stuff, I am a type of guy who want to give people hope in the world, helped a lot of people for over 5 years, on various chat sites, and I wish to do more and  more. I have always felt as though I can do so much more than what I already doing. I use all that I have been through, and all the positives in life that I have got to become more and more better in life, getting so much different skills and various things, improving myself in any way I can, but part  of me feels as though my efforts are worthless, but having life coaches tell me that I have something to give, having anti bullying companies tell me that what I share is something, that makes me feel so amazing and pushes me to do more and more to prove what I got to offer, In any way I can. 

Sunday, 21 July 2013

Signs of Hope ( poem )

Life is full of hate, life may make you drown

Life can be so dark, and bring you down

Things will make you lose hope

Things may bring you down a slope

Life can not keep everyone down for long

Things that hurt can also make them strong

The ones who suffer, may hurt a lot

But deep inside, lies something one may never thought

The power of change lies in everyone

But those who suffer have more power more than anyone

Life may look bad, but look closer

You will find a path to turn your life over

Thursday, 18 July 2013

Redemption and Benevolence

Redemption

Things may look bad, choices you make may end up bringing you down, weather its choosing to wear something that caused people to turn their back on you, or you chose to do something that has made people " feel sorry " for you so much that they chose to follow " them " ( those who would make fun and laugh at those who try to be unique ), times may look dark and maybe even depressing, knowing that the people you once felt safe with have now joined " the other side ". Fear not, as this is only a temporary setback, a life test. there will be more and more similar moments in life, times where you will remember this day and know what you must do, a chance to make things right, a time redemption, redeeming what you have once lost, redeeming the trust of those who chose to turn away, Life is full of choices and chances, watch for the signs and when its time, make an impact to better your life, and maybe even others if you can.

benevolence

A desire to do good to others, goodwill, acts of kindness, disposition to do good, A path that i believe everyone should take, if you feel trapped, prove to the world who you are by showing what you got to offer, always be the one that gives, never takes or steals. In time, the world will see your BENEVOLENCE and see you for who you really are, every small act you do may mean so much to someone else, even if it looks like you have not done anything, you never know how much of an impact one thing can brighten a face, a group, an area, and maybe even the world.

Tuesday, 16 July 2013

Leader of Life

life is full of tests, life will always have split paths, choices that in the start might not be known exactly what it is, but in time, the more familiar paths will be much more clearer, and one will know what to do then, people will always try to bring you down, cause of money, power, control, or just for their enjoyment, no matter what the reason, stay true to who you are, and do what you know to be right, and know that with all of the bad that is happening to you, the more power you obtain to become a true leader, true leaders are those who understand and clearly know how it feels to be broken down and battered to the point of depression or worse... leaders are born through experience, but what truly defines a leader, those who seek knowledge to simply better themselves, or those who seek knowledge to better this world. is it what they study that defines them, or the effort they put into what they truly believe in? That is why i believe i am " over qualified " to become a leader, cause i have suffered through bullying to the point of insane depression and have overcame it, to understanding and learning to improve other people's lives time in and time out, reaching out to those who needed it, weather online or off, i may have graduated with a computer degree, choosing to study it because i was depressed and lost site of what i truly wanted to do in life because of it. but my mind set is focused on making things better, and i may feel upset at times for feeling not needed by places, but my commitment to bringing about change has not changed, i have tried making speeches to various places, have started my own blogs ( 2 blogs ) one on a depression help form thing, and this, having a life coach tell me that i have what it takes to become something special. i went from people bullying me, to people wanting to be with me, to simply trying to be heard, but yet i still continue to help. I believe everyone has what it takes to become leaders, especialy those who have been bullied, but its having the courage to step up and get your voice heard by at least one that can change your life, having a life coach tell me that i have what it takes to become a leader is something that has gave me hope that one day something will come out of my efforts, and it can do the same for you too, you just need to take the time to connect with someone, and things will look much greater.

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

When Is My Time

I look around and see others doing what I doing

Becoming someone, becoming something

But I am yet below, having nothing really to show for

I working so hard, but have nothing just a wish for more

When will I be noticed for all my hard struggle

Will I forever be in this bubble 

Alone, but yet shining bright

Working hard to be seen, but yet things not feeling right

I should be on top, should have something

Should be someone, somehow, someway

One day I will, one day i might

I will find a way to make it right. 

Wednesday, 3 July 2013

World So Corporate ( poem )

Life is turning more corporate, more business

From the need to take care of one another, to take caring of what we got

Manipulation, scams, all aimed at money making

Saying they care, but showing off, bragging

Showing how much they make, and not what they do

Is this real, or are they trying to screw

To give false hope for change, when taking our money

They give false sense of a better future, but continue to steal, bully

The signs are their in various companies, whether people want to see it or not

We want to stop bullying, but we need your money for more " jump shots "

Sports, dances, things for those who are living

But what about the other side, what about those suffering

When will money be less important than the people

Why do they steal from us even though they tell us its illegal

When will they see that they are wrong

When will all of us truly get along

Will the suffering forever be that

Will they wait until they see them fall flat

When will be the day this all changes for the better

What will make things right, so this never happens again, ever